I really like my boyfriend and I'm really excited to sleep with him but I'm also terrified of my first time! I know it's kinda strange, and I probably shouldn't do it, but my stepbrother has always been the guy I look up to. I don't want my first time to be with an inexperienced guy who doesn't know how to take me. I want it to be with someone I love and who loves me back just like my stepbrother.